Finally, it's the first day being back home for the end of year holidays. Returning back exactly the day of the last paper (yesterday) hasn't put me in a very good mood because i was rushing to clear up everything at the hostel, moreover with the heavy amount of baggage i had to carry down. Fortunately, seeing my parents lightened my heavy heart.
Now that the one month IGCSE exam is over, I somehow actually feel more and more determined to get pass SPM. We received a lot of different news yesterday, with most of our friends leaving for another school and the fact that the SPM exam next year is going to be taken earlier than before around September or October.
So now, it's a mixture of feelings. At moments I feel happy, sometimes sad, but I'm mostly just confused with myself. I actually made a list of what to do during these holidays, my 'to read', 'to watch', 'to clean', to get my mind off everything for a while but all the tiredness in me is getting the better of me. In which I reach a conclusion that I'm just going to do nothing for this first few days to regain my energy.
For these few months, I'm just going to patiently wait for the results with continuous prayer that we can make our parents, teachers, and ourselves proud enough. :)
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I actually came up with a sneezing problem so I'm surrounding myself with tissues around, this is very uncomfortable.
In a whole, I'm happy enough that it's over with, but SPM is still going to wait for me, and my sneezes is making me hurt too much to be truly happy.
Well, bye then!
